DevinSummers

i haven't been on here in years so who knows, maybe i will come back. i might need a change of scenery of social media. who knows

right now i just need to get some stuff out.. i hate when people break their promises even when they dont mean to.... i hate when people dont do what they say, and i get hurt when i have no one there for me... like right now.. maybe somethings wrong, maybe im stupid, maybe i'm just needy.... but either way thats just me.... and i dont know how to deal with everything right now... one thing after another hurts me or makes me upset.... and i cant stop it...

is it possible for a person to literally be broken, like irreparably broken? I don't really know whats goin on with myself, I just know, im not myself. and I've been trying to just get back to normal, but I don't know if that's possible. its like theres this big wall preventing me from connecting to people. trying to break that down or let people in is just back firing. and any emotion I should feel, im just.. its like it isn't there even if it should be. if a person's nice I should like them, I should feel something, if someones pretty and nice I should like them even more, but its just a dull feeling im left with. I act the way I should fee